First day

I started with asking my husband to take before pictures of me, thinking that it would be a good start to any weight loss journey. Of course, I was wrong and I left crying after the second picture of me proud displaying my enormous belly, ugh.. how in the hell, did I manage to get this fat! I'd broken and tired, I can't enjoy much time with my baby boy, I try and I don't think he notices.. but i do, I know how much more i could be doing. Today, I get rid of the notions that I can't do it, I may not get far at first but I'm further then I would be if I were sitting on the couch. I won't show this blog to anyone until I'm ready so this is for me, and me alone..